Perfection is the game...

For some stupid-ass school assignment, I'm supposed to write information about myself.

I hate writing things directly about myself, directly that is.
I mean, here I write pretty directly, but nobody knows who I am really, which makes it different.

I'm supposed to make a homepage on the site, speaking of nothing but myself,
but I can't talk about the fact I weight 94 pounds naturally, but I want to lose weight,
that I masturbate,
that I hate 90% of the world, etc.

I'm like supposed to write about where I live, my family, my culture, and blah blah blah boring as fuck shit.

And it's going to be public as well, fuck, I don't want freaks I don't know reading about me. It's awkward.
Judging every word I use etc.

I'm starting to fear more and more for my future.

I seriously need to straighten myself out and pay more attention to my schoolwork,
I try to, but it never works. I'm already behind, and all my friends are graduation next year,
but I'm not. I have to do and extra year of school for sure, maybe two extra years!

I don't even know if I'll be able to have the super glamorous prom I've always dreamt of!

Note to self: Start working much harder on school, but don't just try to soar through it.